I AM CRAZY!!!!

OK after I got my thoughts together I decided to try something a little different to get you to read my blog. The newbie may have copied it and forgot to save, or he may not even send it. Took my hard earned 100 Lindens and didn't do his job. lol, I laugh now but I am only covering up the nervousness in which I feel. I logged in again under my new little newbie and went to a location where I felt someone would be more willing to help me. I didn't even make a note card this time, I just imed a veteran player who has been in the game since 2004. I was honest with her, I explained that I had this "crush" and wanted you to read my blog. I told her why I made the newbie so I would not be found out, and what I had tried prior. I told her all I need was a note saying to please read this with the blog link. I told her I would pay her if she wanted lindens to do this. Yeah I know DRAMANTIC huh, after I finish my confession, so to speak, I waited for her response. She hesitated for a moment, which I understood fully, I would of done the same if not more. Then she told me, she didn't want any lindens. However she would do it under one condition, I thought to myself here we go. She asked me if and when I finally told him/you how I felt she wanted to meet my actual avie and his/yours. I thought it's minor request for what I was asking her to do. I quickly agreed and she assured me she would do it. She told me she not only send the note card but she left him an of line telling him/you to read his/your note card. She also put the link on the offline message. She wish me good luck as I logged off my alt once again. Now I sit and wait to see if he responses. *** NERVOUS ***