Last night for an hour I sat there and watched you standing by the dance floor. Gripped in fear I just couldn't bring myself to say anything to you. I know now your thinking I am probably one of the most game playing females there is, but I'm not. Yes I have a crush that has developed into something much more for me. Yes I am keeping it a secret from you because of fear of rejection. Do I want to be known, yes and no. Yes because I want you to see me through eyes of want and desire. No because I know how many women want you and I wouldn't compete in a competition I may not be a match for. I am not one to flirt, or to throw myself on a man. I can be very much a woman, but I am a lady when it comes to how I carry myself anywhere. I have a little girl charm about me one that I don't see myself losing ever no matter how old I get. So now I wait for you to tell me to F-OFF or something even more mean then that.
Now, I just wait.
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