I meet his last night and he was every bit of a gentlemen and charming as I knew he would be. I felt so scared when he first imed me. I manage to keep from shaking in rl, wow isn't that crazy I was actual shaking in real life fearful. He imed me first, I put in my profile "will you ever know?. I wanted him to know but I didn't want to im him first. I know it's silly, stupid, but I was just scared of rejection. This comes from years of rl abuse from an ass of a husband. But I should be able to overcome that in a game. Facts are I want too but it's hard when something is told to you day in and day out for years since you were a teen that it does not have an effect on who you are as a woman. Anyway we got out of the club and he took me some where quiet. He asked me questions about the blog, my sl, a little about my rl, but mostly about me. He is truly a man that any woman would want because he gives you his total attention. But I can't help but to think that being with him will bring me haters and jealous females who envy because they can't have him for themselves.

I already notice where we were a lot of women giving him attention. Speaking, bumping into him as if it were an accident and you know it's something they are doing on purpose. I laughed at her, he seem to just ignore it as if it weren't happening. One female spoke to him, he spoke back, she knew him. She saw me there with him talking and it was like she didn't care. She kept rambling on I just sat there amazed of the disrespect. You could tell he didn't want to be rude but he finally imed me and said. "ok she isn't going to shut up we need to leave". he excused himself. tpd off and a few moments later gave me the tp invite. During my brief stay with the young lady and her friend, she was making comments about him. How cute he was, how he was single. Her friend made a remark that she should "get him girl". Rude, disrespect women. But for what it is worth I enjoyed my evening and he did not disappoint me at all with who I thought he was.


******************* The Introduction ******************
[23:18] Swan DeSantis: will i ever know[
23:18] Swan DeSantis: hmmm
[23:18] Swan DeSantis: i think i just did
[23:18] Sandra Ida: hello Swan
[23:18] Sandra Ida: =)
[23:18] Swan DeSantis: :)
[23:19] Swan DeSantis: so is you
[23:19] Sandra Ida: yes
[23:19] Sandra Ida: you don't remember ever seeing me huh
[23:19] Swan DeSantis: no i do not
[23:20] Swan DeSantis: so whats with the blog ?
[23:20] Sandra Ida: I have liked you for a while, just not sure if I could actually speak to you[23:20] Sandra Ida: but you some what force my hand today
[3:21] Swan DeSantis: that is one nice dress you make it look good
[23:21] Sandra Ida: thank you :D
[23:21] Swan DeSantis: how about you and me get out of here
[23:21] Sandra Ida: i am shaking lol
[23:21] Sandra Ida: ok
[23:22] Swan DeSantis: taking you by the hand* whispering i don't bite
[23:22] Sandra Ida: ok
[23:22] Sandra Ida: *smiles*
[23:32] Sandra Ida: are you disappointed Swan, please be be honest
[23:32] Swan DeSantis: not at all

* He is so sweet, *smiles*